BC's Bday

Recently, i succumbed to my kaypo nature and did the unthinkable: i viewed his Facebook Profile.

I drew in 2 huge breaths to prepare myself for what i was going to see ;and how it would affect me. At first, i was kinda distraught by the photos, but after a while, i realised that there was nothing to be upset about. You are a huge ass liar but i guess i have myself to blame for even believing you one bit. You've moved on and i'm glad for you. i really am. And this time, i'm saying it with no bitterness in my heart.

It's been more than a year since our first breakup at vivo and i can still remember vividly everything that took place that day. i think this one year has aptly prepared me for whatever new r/s i will be in in future. I used to place my relationship on a pedestal, dropped many things i loved and revolved my whole world around it. But i'm wiser now.

After we broke up, i went through many phases and dated here and there. i had my angmoh phase, the 30+ year old phase, the partying till 7am every weekend phase, the 1.8m phase etc. but now i feel that i'm finally coming back into my own skin. And maybe all that dating didn't work out because i wasn't being me.

I used to berate myself for not moving on fast enough; especially since you so eagerly embraced singlehood and dating. I also felt like an ultimate loser because friends in the same plight as me somehow managed to start dating and getting into relationships wayyy faster than me. But I've stopped being so hard on myself now. I guess in everyones life, there is always a solo phase and depending on how u make the best use of it, it could be one of the best times in our lives. This phase in my life has taught me alot of things- what i love doing, who my good friends are and what's really important to me. And now, even though i can't believe I'm saying this, i'm not in a hurry to leave this cosy single life. If anything, it has made me not want to settle for anything less.

like BC Says...

there will be better things to come.

Anyway on a happier note, happy belated bday to BC!! ( makes growling beeecheeee sound) hahaa! Even though our bitchness sends me straight to hell ,i love you to bits! You're 22 so get out there and WORK THAT MACHINE !!!! LOL REPEAT AFTER ME: WE AIN't RUSTY!!

On BC's Birthday we went to Bintan yay yay! Alast, we under budgeted but we still had a good time. Different; but hey its always always about the company (:

Welcome to Bintan!

Illegally obtained passports which strangely enough, managed to look like four of us

Quaker feets

The strage but very majestic eagle

The very populated and urbanized landscape. hahahahaa

We were half expecting to see sadako crawl up from the well



isn't the beach AWESOME!?!??!?!?!



i didnt do much editing i swear


make out the many many layers of blue



beach bums

MAI ACT EMO LA!!!!

Us against the wicked scenery

What's island life without coconuts?

Decorations can be cheap and good!

The indo beer tastes better than tiger

GEI KIANG try turtle egg!!! try la!

Going for our Javanese spa massage

My body ached like shit after that but it was pretty revitalizing

tubaorgy

Action in the TUB

Rach's pirate ship

claustraphobikkkyyyy

And now...what you do when theres no one else on board a Ferry except you and your bunch of friends. Learn how to be a professional pole dancer...Behold!!

OUR MUG SHOTS!!!

And UP CLOSE our HOTTEST SHOTS! TADAH!!

u-arn ( pronounce it in the very french way)

Raccccchhhhhhhh

MOI

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THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!! WOOHOOO !! THE NEW FACE OF FLESH IMP !!!! GO CHECK IT OUT AT ALL FLESH IMP STORES OR LOG ON TO WWW.FLESHIMP.COM/BLOG!!

HAHAH u rock my socks BC!! BIG HUGS i'm really proud of u!! and u know i love u so don;t kill meeeee!! FUCK U FUCK U FUCK UUUUUUUUUUU hahaha !! * inside joke

i smile because i deserve to