random mumblings

Have you ever had one of those weeks where you come home at the end of the day and question your own values, your purpose and basically where your life is heralding towards?

i guess this is what people mean when they say life has its ups and downs.

But have u ever wondered how come some people have more ups then downs and vice verca??

oh well

oh a lighter note

i am a global climate change activist. Say NO to global warming and harmful pollutants.
Save the Earth. Its the only planet with chocolate

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Update 930pm

im really glad i talked to Lorraine (:
I don't know what possessed me to say what i said but i feel soooo much better!!
and so much more comforted

I think what i have been struggling with is how to balance the life i am accustomed to and the new one I know i need to live.
because of that comes hypocrisy, guilt and a large sense of failure in myslef.

I still don't know how i am going to cope with the change but i don't want to rely on my own strength any longer.

I think the best decision i made this year was to attend BSF. And i want to thank God for always restoring me in ways that i least expect.

I am standing in awe