Incoherent thoughts
School has officially re-opened.
Time flies by real fast especially when you are mindlessly toying with how best to pass it in ways that optimize your entertainment.
Had a great weekend! (: but kinda over-estimated my health again. Not going to blog about my weekend though. Borrowing the line from Anton Ego, I'm going to plate out " Perspective" instead. And because my perception is a little wired right now, what's going to be pieced together is going to sound nonsensical, incoherent, confusing and may baffle most. But thats cos its exactly how I'm feeling right now.
Trust is a word that can send me spiralling into a chain reaction, depending on who uses it and who its used on. Rules are there to smooth things over socially, to make sure nothing ever gets out of hand, to keep you in line. Notice how it benefits everyone but you? Losing myself, gaining it back, forging strength and weakness. Used constructively, "forge" can mean to reproduce, construct, create, put together, mould and shape. But it can also mean to fabricate, to imitate and yes, to feign. I will still thank you for you have showed me that this uphill battle is not one that i can conquer without faith. Everyone, is searching for validation and happiness. Maybe its time to stop being self-deluded, because the answers for both don't lie with you.
Where is the equanimity that i was seeking and slowly, finding?
Digressing, and to make myself feel better. When it comes to validation and self worth here is a quote from an article i read in ST. "You've earned the right to make your own decisions with the knowledge gleaned from your life experiences. Most of us make the right ones,whether it is about relationships or what to order in a restaurant. And if you have spectacularly bad taste in cars, clothes or hairstyles, well maybe its just a quirky part of you that makes for interesting conversation. Even if you;re not taking part in that conversation." haha. Sometimes, self depreciating humor helps.
Ending my entry here.
Time flies by real fast especially when you are mindlessly toying with how best to pass it in ways that optimize your entertainment.
Had a great weekend! (: but kinda over-estimated my health again. Not going to blog about my weekend though. Borrowing the line from Anton Ego, I'm going to plate out " Perspective" instead. And because my perception is a little wired right now, what's going to be pieced together is going to sound nonsensical, incoherent, confusing and may baffle most. But thats cos its exactly how I'm feeling right now.
Trust is a word that can send me spiralling into a chain reaction, depending on who uses it and who its used on. Rules are there to smooth things over socially, to make sure nothing ever gets out of hand, to keep you in line. Notice how it benefits everyone but you? Losing myself, gaining it back, forging strength and weakness. Used constructively, "forge" can mean to reproduce, construct, create, put together, mould and shape. But it can also mean to fabricate, to imitate and yes, to feign. I will still thank you for you have showed me that this uphill battle is not one that i can conquer without faith. Everyone, is searching for validation and happiness. Maybe its time to stop being self-deluded, because the answers for both don't lie with you.
Where is the equanimity that i was seeking and slowly, finding?
Digressing, and to make myself feel better. When it comes to validation and self worth here is a quote from an article i read in ST. "You've earned the right to make your own decisions with the knowledge gleaned from your life experiences. Most of us make the right ones,whether it is about relationships or what to order in a restaurant. And if you have spectacularly bad taste in cars, clothes or hairstyles, well maybe its just a quirky part of you that makes for interesting conversation. Even if you;re not taking part in that conversation." haha. Sometimes, self depreciating humor helps.
Ending my entry here.
Oh, wanted to add one of my fav shots taken by ben(:
Through it all, i know , that He is in control.
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