Jan the colourful month

January has been a pretty colourful month for me and boy has it set the bar high for the rest of the 11 months ahead.

This month, i've done and tried many new things and have experienced many firsts. It has been fucking crazyyy. Hahaa..week after week, each episode would champion the previous and even now, a part of me can't believe i went ahead with all those stuff.

Apart from all the fun and absoulte craziness this month, january has taught me that i should learn to take some things with a pinch of salt. And that if you play with fire, you should get ready to be burned. So why does it take people by surprise?

Anyway some of the pixies taken this month:

A night at St James

because ladies night is our perogative

I love my study 3 days, rest for 4 days straight timetable...! It allows me to go tanning with Bec on a MONDAY! haha And oh oh i re-pierced my navel ! Bec needing to be rescued ..

i lost my undies

And got caught in the Buff!

the very emo stair way we found hidden among the jungle trails

I attempted to create a scene

Can you put out our fires? hahaa.
We didnt manage to get a good enough tan but we went home looking like this (:!
When we first entered the night scene 5 years ago, we danced to techno, we drank vodka ribena, we took the first train home and we were all the youngests in the clubs. 5 years later, we roll our eyes at techno, vodka ribena barely gets us started, we are the victims of the taxi fare hike and my sister has entered the clubbing scene.

So one random weekend, we decided to do some soul searching and go seek out our roots. We went to boat quay, heard the familiar club chants, watched Ah Bengs do thier para-para moves and took the first train home. I miss the old times (: And believe it or not, my iTunes are playing Groove Coverage now hahaa...


At Raffles Place MRT
Joel sulking away because he hasnt stepped into a train station in eonsSo i decided we should sulk together

fooky getting all the LOVE
I tried to make this pic look old school..ah nostalgia !

Oh and i wanted to add in this pic of me and Bec i took in the beginning of the year.
This was where we became friends 5 years ago AWWW!! Though the place has changed, our friendship hasnt (:(: happy happppy smiles!!

Before i end, i have a burning question.

Does Men determine Destiny or does Destiny determine Men?

Eventually, the dust has to settle

Ciao Stranger

hello stranger

After what happened yesterday, im no longer so crazy about you

LOL

its amazing how a single event can change everything

Ciao Stranger

***** update******************

okay i spoke to fast and now i'm biting back my tongue.

hello stranger

hello stranger

I have an itsy bitsy crush on you

and how do i know that?

because everytime i think of you i smile so hard my cheeks hurt

even though i think its pretty much a one sided affair, a part of me hopes you feel the same

just thought you should know..

goodbye stranger

(:

My lesson on risk and chance

Sometimes in life, fate brings along an experience so amazing that beating that perfection seems pretty impossible. When something like that happens, the idealist in me wants to keep that special memory buried away. Because sometimes, by pursing that faultlessness, you flaw the perfection and it erases and replaces that special memory you tried to keep sacred.

Okay maybe I’m not much of a risk taker but experience has proven this trait to be very much valuable. I’ve managed to keep many perfectly unstained memories and when the time calls for it, I pick them out from the box I keep buried for my own secret indulgence.

But this week, i learnt an important lesson in taking chances. I realize that sometimes, its okay to challenge that idealism. As hard as it may seem to put away the memory when it comes back shattered, that’s what life is about isn’t it? To embrace change, to learn, to receive, to accept, to let go and to take chances.

So after MUCH mental debate , i decided that i pretty much shouldn’t give a fuck and just do what i had to do, after all, life is short and yada yada. I was so nervous as I prepared myself for a perfect memory getting replaced. Well, it did get replaced. But with something much more beautiful and i'm so so SO glad i took that risk. Though there were a few disappointments here and there, i had one of the most Unforgettable and Amazing nights of my life!! Gosh i'm even smiling while typing right now hahaha.. thanks for pushing me to do it Bec, Big hug* (:!!

I guess i learnt that sometimes in life, you really have to just get your ass out of your comfort zone and do things you are unfamiliar or scared of .You may return home worn out and defeated. BUT at least you know you tried. You would live with that dejection for a while but it beats living with regret forever.


And sometimes chasing that perfection might be worth it. One of my lecturers used to say that even the most insignificant event can teach you something so you pretty much have nothing to lose.

Life is too damm short. I mean, if you don't take chances now, then when?

Its time I dig up that buried box

Prohibition never once stood chance against Exhibition.

Its human nature to be free

NYE 07 and Jing's Bday

NYE'07

It is said that how you usher in the new year would pretty much be a prelude to your next year. I spent the last new year's eve quarrelling with my ex and became very much like a huge black cloud ready to explode with rain.

But well, that was last year. And I'm sure this year will be a much better year! I had a great countdown with great people, great music and got really wasted. When the DJ annouced that it was 10secs to the new year, everyone started to countdown and the vibe in the crowd was crazy. Admist the chaos, i started seeing the whole year 2007 go past me... and i realise that by counting down to a new year, i was going to be able to leave the past year behind and have a brand new start.

I dont know, this sounds emo and dumb but it gave me this burst of hope. like screw everything that happened in 07 , its now 08!!

Now that im done with my BS, here are NYE pics!

At Dblo
Check out the amount of people wearing all black or white

Rui and i wore flowery head scarves!
ZM's ultra cool hairdo
Twosome pixies
On NYE, Rui and i extended our boobs
and gave each other blow jobs
and then passed the blow horns we used to the guys lol
On the dancefloor..they played Backstreet Boys!
A Series of unfortunate partying

The above all took place when we were sober. Many drinks and a few hours later....

I thought i was wasted until i met joel and desmond.

What you don't see outside of the club...

LOL...

anyway...pixies from much longer, jing's bday

Jing and the most awesome 21st bday cake i came across this year! The cake ( which is in the shape of a key) has a edited pic of her across it and tastes absolutely FAB!!

Us with Jing

Jing and everyone else

i love this pic. we look clean. hahah i have no idea why i used that adjective

Nory and i wishing we had more than what God gave us

1,2,3,4,5

I absolutely LOVE ZM's huge specs!! and his big big BOW!

parting kick!
Now that the festivity has ended, here are my plans before school starts

- to find another job, earn cash ( i spend so much so broke $$ :(:(:(:(!!! ), lose weight, keep my hair long, get a black wardrobe, get enough rest so that i wont pon school anymore, get a tan, tidy my room and visit my grandparents

Here's a quote i found stashed among some of my notebooks:

Life is Amazing as it keeps you up with challenges. We have to move on and take as much as we can and learn from it.