Tuesday, December 16, 2008

When i was young

When you are young..



You love without inhibitions
The world is at your feet
You dream big dreams
With only your imagination as your limit
You trust with all you have
Your heart rules your mind
Igorance and pride will be your downfall
Passion overrules judgement
You don't doubt
You aruge
You question
Cynicism plants it first seeds
You control your own desitny
Shout at the top of your lungs
You stumble and fall
But no one can stop you
Your energy never runs out
You are devoted and crazy
You defy every single rule
That's all because you are young.

After some time...




You realise that you can no longer love without inhibitions
The folly of your youth bears a hefty price tag
Wounds heal but they change you forever
You are no longer tha fearless warrior
Dreams are pushed back because of perspective
You walk hand in hand with cynicism
You still question, argue and doubt
But you do so about totally different things

You realise that silence is golden
That you knew nothing before and that you have so much to learn
You come to understand the you cannot fight fate
Some things are part of a bigger plan

You get tired and want to rest
Passion visits you occassionaly
But stays long enough only for a cup of tea
Youth has robbed you of wide-eyed trust and faith
You are numb

You smirk
And shake your head
Experiences make and shape you
Mistakes become life long lessons
Hours pass so quickly
Years shed like leaves
You don't easily allow anyone to leave footprints in your life anymore
Because you know they take away a part of you when they leave


Wouldn't you kill to be young again?