Do not worry

If anything, the biggest lesson learnt last year would have to be me learning how to Manage my Expectations.

Why then, am i subconsiously still pre-occupied with making sure that people around me fufill a certain quota of what i deem enough before i feel satisfied? Sometimes, is it better to have no expecations at all?

At a time like this, I'm ever so grateful for Daemon , for sometimes she provides the most simplistic yet powerful piece of advice. Sometimes i let my impatience cloud my judgement; instead, i should take a step back and look at the big picture. Only then, will i see that the grey areas that i shadowed with my narrow view aren't that dark after all. You're right dae, about being stuck in the cyclical pattern and how for a change, i should learn to appreciate food that i typically turn away. For maybe, i will get a nice surprise

Anyway...an abstract from what i learnt in BSF:

From Matthew 6; Do Not Worry

For he created us, he knows us and what we need. Don't worry because he is in control. If God feeds the birds of the sky, what more shall he do for you, who was created in his image? Don't worry because worrying will not add another second to your day. Don't worry because each day has enough trouble of its own. Don't worry about the future because his will is perfect and when you seek him, God will never short change you. All he needs is for you to step out in complete faith.

For God will not bring you where his grace cannot keep you (:

I can't wait to watch SATCCCC!!!!

The square root of Three

I love this cleverly romantic poem from Harold and Kumar

The Square Root of Three

I'm sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

The three is all that's good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

With just some quick arthimetric

I know I'll never see the sun,

as 1.7321

Such is my reality,
A sad irrationality

When hark! What is this i see,

Another square root of three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed-

David Feinberg

Bc's inking

Last Wednesday, I happened to participate in the creation of a historic moment

The Day BC got INKED!!

Here's a Dummy's guide to Inking:

First and foremost, choose you design ( the size, colour etc) and the position you wanna place it at. Remember that a tattoo is for life so take your time to choose something that is meaningful to you. Also, for girls, choose places in your body that will not expand too much. For eg, if you place the tattoo right in the middle of your belly, it might turn out to be one splat of ink after your tummy stretches during pregnancy.

After choosing the design and placement, its time to get inked! Here is a step by step process on how inking is done

STEP A) Submit your design to the artist and he will get it drawn out for you. This will approximately take about 20 min or more depending on the size of your design. In the meantime...get your mind of thing as illustrated below!


STEP B) Once in the tattoo shop, the artist will give u an idea how the tattoo will look like by doing a rough placement on ur skin

STEP C) Check and see if the tattoo is in the position you desire it to be.

STEP D) Lie down , strip and get ready to be INKED!

But of course... to distract your self while the artist is getting ready, you can cam whore with a friend OR

continue calming yourself down ...haha

STEP E) Inking STARTS!!
Note: Don;t fidget while inking is done and try to enjoy the good pain! its so therapeutic

STEP F) ADMIRE YOUR NEW TATTOO!!
Bc's One Winged tattoo which signifies Part Freedom
AWSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HAHA i;m soo proud of you BC!! you didn't vomit/faint/cry/hyperventalite/attack me and GUESS WHAT you didnt end up with AIDS?! LOL I'm soooo looking forward to our second inking...hold me hand pleaseeeee !

Anyway... we had a superb day but no day can be perfect without snapping away! So here are some shots from our series of HOTNESS UNRATED ! only put up like a few of the many millions of the pics we took because i dont wanna get sued for corrupting the online community. here goes!

BC's favourite past time . GOD BEECHEE i need to get you some tissues!

NAT???
I LOVE THIS PIC! Sausage lipSSS!

As you can see, blow jobs are no problem for us LOL

BC trying to touch me with her dirty finger from picture one!! URGHHHHHHHH
SEE NO PORNO
SMELL NO PORNO
and TASTE NO PORNO!

30th April 2008!

Anyway...school's OUT and the hols are IN! Sooo long haters!!!!!!!!

Remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.